______ oh ______
I do feel for you
You're the reason why
Pathetic i feel


'Cos it just seems as though
This is a bottomless pit
I can't stop it, now help it
My feelings, it all eat


I feel so though
I'm being torn apart
Nth left alive
Bleeding is my heart


Yet no, it's not your fault
For it's me &my foolishness
That causes troubles
&this confusion


I guess it's me
For being oh-so-stupid
Catching the wrong signals
I'm such a twit


I know you don't feel
At least not the way i feel
But i hope you still know
My feelings are all real


Here i'm yearning
Yearning for smth fake
&i look around
To see there's nth to take


I waited for all my life
Waiting for someone right
But all the wait was in vain
&i'll never see the light


But alas, who else can i blame?
I found myself, alone, standing
Empitness &darkness surround
&my heart's still bleeding


Time is a cruel one
It keeps ticking it's life away
Memories are evil ones
For they took away my days


Now my world seems dark
&my sunny days were gone
There're nights, but never sun
&i wonder when will i be re-born


Poem dated back: 5 June 2008

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