People out there
Fighting to keep their life
Indivuduals (like me) here
Trying to take a five


I dont know what's wrong
I dont know what's so screwed
All i know is
Things are just so crude


Reality comes
Slapping you across in the face
It caught you in a shock
Like you're still in a daze


People claim they'll always be there
That's what they said
But when the time comes
All their promises started to fade


But that's exactly what they said
'I'll always be here for you'
How can i ever, ever believe in it?
How can i be such a fool?


Cos nothing is reliable
Let alone say promises
Everthing seems superficial
This isnt just my own deductions


I loathe it, when i realised
Another paper promise made to me
But as much as i dislike it
I refused to set them free


I refused to open up
Cos i know nobody understands
If only someone would know
'Nobody' is not a friend


I wouldn't speak
&voice out my opinions
Cos bottling up seems like
A much better solution


Everything's fading
Into an ugly shade of blue
This harsh reality
Set me having flu


Poem dated back: 30 May 2008

another sweetest escape
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