My feelings &emotions now, are in a mess
My inner thoughts, i find it hard to access
I feel that nothing is going right
&everything else, is what i have to fight
I feel that everything i had is slipping away
&i don't have strength to start another day


Where are those self-proclaim friends?
They weren't there. Wait, it doesn't make any sense
I thought friends are there for one another
Then why is it, no one exactly bother?


Where are the roots of all my emotions?
I'm confused. Sense my confusion
These feelings, i don't know who is responsible of
I thought it was you. I think my thoughts were off


Where are those soulmates, close to my heart
I thought they were ever-present, w/o any but
Where are those pals, buddies &company?
I thought we used to be like, family


What about those promises made to me?
Even thought they were paper promises, i refused to set them free


Is it me who is too stubborn &refused to change
I don't why why i'm staying. I've nth to gain
I know memories hold an impt place in me
To my heart, memories hold the key


I still don't know why are my feelings in a whirl
Everyone experiences this, especially girls
For we are the creatures, who think too much
These are just my feelings, just a little hunch


Poem dated back: 24 May 2008

another sweetest escape
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