I cant believe, i'm feeling like this again
Just how many times, does it have to pain?
I can't wait til i give rid of these blues
Give me a hint, i cant find any clue


I want you to know that i feel for you
Thes emotions, these moods, i hate to feel
I wishyou know, that i'm always here
You always looking the other side, that's what i fear
I really do hope, you'll get to know this
Hah, this is endless, this very silly list


How come is it that you don't feel like i do?
'Cos of you, i'm ill, like i'm having flu
But sweets, you've got to stop for awhile
Don't worry, no refree would call this a foul


All i ever want, is for you to turn around
Just listen, &dont make any sound
There, can you hear &sense it?
It's the feelings for you, that i need to get rid


Although i've been acting like i don't care
Truth is: i want to know how much do i fare
Although i've been pretending that i don't feel
Truth is: my broken heart, i need to heal
Although i've been everything that i am not
Truth is: it's the true feelings which i fought


You were my motivation to start every new day
Then explain to me, why my world is now so grey


You were everythig that i lack in my life
Just like on a hand, fingers there are five


These confessions, i've been holding back
'Cos i know, you've nth that you lack
These feelings, i've been fighting to hide
'Cos i know, you wont bother to keep them in sight
These tears &sorrow, i've tried to contain
Give me some time, i'll ty to maintain sane


Poem dated back 24 May 2008

another sweetest escape
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